It took me 2 months into this drawing project, to discover the hidden $ymbol! And then it all made sense: On one hand I was regaining my drawing skills, but on the other hand I had an obsessive relationship to money, an unhealthy one where I experienced having little, and feeling the peer pressure of everyone around me wanting me to focus more on it.
While I’ve had intervals of being self-destructive, this is a manifestation of the frustration of not having enough and constantly being reminded of it; the internal struggle I was going through, feeling skills coming back, but with illness, insomnia and an overactive empathy, feeling what everyone around me wanted of/for me but illogically multiplying it 10-folds in my mind, many times failing to follow advices given, and feeling suffocated by an obsessive focus on economic worries, sleepless, and astray from the path of solutions.
It's a terrible shame that more people haven't commented on this.
First of all this is a beautiful composition with details that accentuate the form instead of detract, which is a very difficult task! Your words about this piece is what topped it off for me. I didn't see the "$" until you said something, but as soon as I knew of it I totally related, and this is a literal form of what I often feel.
First of all this is a beautiful composition with details that accentuate the form instead of detract, which is a very difficult task! Your words about this piece is what topped it off for me. I didn't see the "$" until you said something, but as soon as I knew of it I totally related, and this is a literal form of what I often feel.
Excellent work!