I called this one "Ghoulmare", a combination of a Ghoul (ghūl - Arabic: literally demon) and a (Night)mare, in an attempt to connect eastern & western culture a bit on the idea of this creature.. There is a poem too, and two versions, one silhouette and one exposed in all its horror, and I wrote a poem to go with it:
If you have nightmares asleep, awake or inbetween wondering what will prove fake, or bring real a dream a lot being at stake it seems beware of the tentacles of creepy crawling mindfiends
Drawn on Strathmore Bristol Plate Surface paper with assorted Pencils B8-B6-B4-B3-H-H2-H3-H4-H8 I think, scanned before fixation for heightened level of detail. It is pretty small on paper, and is on paper mostly, ok maybe also subconsciously, not all the time luckily
The sharpness is exactly the feeling it crosses over: inconvenient and unpleasant and that is certainly something to celebrate if you can do that with a drawing.
Mmm.. I had this idea about drawing a head with [anteaters] going around sucking the brain of ANTs (automatic negative thoughts) but I'm not patient with drawing realistic things for now, I might be able to if practicing it but my focus is more on abstract, just an idea I had though with similar thematic, [this drawing from 1986] could be interpreted as a message to myself, but in 2000 I failed to build that robot and kill my ANTs so here I am now having too often had to fight them manually with friends, love & humor it helps though